uuuugh my god I love sleeping
sleeping is my boyfriend
i loove yuo
2nd and a 1/2 all-nighter.
I look forward to the hallucinations tomorrow.
Why is outsourcing always a nightmare for me? They never know how to do their job and they broke my flash drive.
It is an old one, but still!
Luckily, there wasn’t much on it.
I would like to throw myself into a giant teddy bear and just sink and disappear into its fluffy abdomen.
In the dream, I woke up in a bed much larger than my actual one. I was in a hotel room where everything was white, washed out, and slightly gray. The only color I could make out was the pale amber glow emanating from the lamp on the nightstand, and it looked as if it were about to burn out like a candle. It was freezing and I couldn’t fall back to sleep. I was shivering, even under dozens of white sheets and thick comforters.
I remember feeling scared, sad, and lonely enough that it physically hurt. The pain crept through my back and branched through my arms and legs. Since I was on the right side of the bed, I crept my arm to the other side of the bed, hoping to feel something warm. There was nothing. It was vacant. No one. Just more blankets and pillows. I turned to my side and pulled the covers over my head. “Where are you?” I cried out. I looked to where my feet were and heard the sound of the wind blowing. I rolled onto my stomach and started crawling towards the faint howling. It was another world under the sheets. I was surrounded by creams, ivories, and champagne colors. It was warmer, a little brighter, and much more vast. It was like an ocean of fabrics — linens, silks, satins, fleece, sherpa — though, it was still a little chilly. I shuffled, scuffled, and shimmied for at least a few yards until I saw an unusual empty space the size of a large watermelon. There was something invisible there and was radiating a warm light. I reached out and put my hand in the center of the empty space. The warmth was intoxicating, and as I began to prop myself up to get closer, I was grabbed by the ankles.
The voice playfully flipped me onto my back and tugged me towards him/whatever it was. His grip loosened. He glid his hand on the tops of my feet as a way of saying “follow me.” And so I did.
(As always, I am unable to see any distinguishable features, like his face. I can’t see it even if I tried. But it was him. It was definitely him. Whoever this was.)
He went in the same direction, which was the way I came in. It grew grayer the further I crawled, but the temperature remained pleasantly warm. When we reached the end, I threw the covers off from above me. All of the sheets flew into the air and landed on the floor in origami shapes. I sat up on the edge of the bed, looked around… where the heck did he go? There was no sign of him. It made me terribly sad. I got up to look at the miraculous blanket origami on the floor, but deflated as soon and I stood up. It made me even more sad.
I dragged myself to the edge of the bed again, sat there, and thought, “Dafuq he wanted me to follow him for?” I flung myself backwards. I noticed that there wasn’t a ceiling. I could see the night sky going at high speed. This made me anxious, assuming that this is a sign that time is passing by quickly and it’s not stopping for me. As I tried to get up, a sudden weight pinned me down. A body. It was a cold body and it freaked the frickle frackle out of me.
Pfffft, it was him haha. He had tossed himself on top of me like a ragdoll and just hung there like a derp. I started to laugh. He just lied there. I felt his smile grow on my cheek. His body gradually warmed up and I hugged him to speed it up. He still didn’t move his body, but he lifted his head slightly.
"What do you want to do?"
"Let’s just stay like this until you can move."
"I agree. I like this. Keep hugging me."